download divine insight by music eat drink listen to album draw write down insights go to toilet then energy should flow softly i should sit behind reality sparks should fly as in black spiderwebs etc i should see golden light should change to something divine and my heart... i dont feel it anymore its like its pure energy i see golden sparks everything seems magical, pure, glows eyes jitter more easily i perceive energy consciousness fields more reality talks to me more hands a spring movements slower animations softer more of real reality more beautiful music has much higher fidelity its not drugs its reproducible normally and then the heart below i feel something but.... the heart itself... stopped moving i also seem to see my visions in reality just now saw some divine number or so but it was too quick i think? or was that someone? its not the third eye and then i play conductor with my fingers. no idea why. massaging the universe? im so powerful it radiates in the entire universe by mere finger movement? like silmarion? changing the world by music? spreading my ideas and love? HETS GFUNKET? yep